March 2012
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“It’s like the opposite of love isn’t hate, it’s indifference....”
– Rachel Maddow
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Arrogantly insecure.
I’m back to riding trains for you. Waiting in late night establishments for you. Sitting on stoops for you.
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“I know we’re not saints or virgins or lunatics; we know all the lust and...”
– Dylan Thomas
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Appearances by you have replaced the stress dreams, equally vivid, but all the more distressing upon waking.
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Pity party.
What is so offensive about being unhappy? When you live with unhappiness everyday, there is no sting to it. You know better than to look for a quick fix. You know better than to imagine that any singular person has the ability to whisk all your unhappiness away and yet my neutrality is continually met with the sour and selfish plea of others just wanting to see me smile. I am sick of smiling for...
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Here’s to something that sounds like Judy Garland
and tastes like straight whiskey
and looks like an Egon Schiele
and smells like cigarette smoke
and feels like taut skin.
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“Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your...”
– Franz Kafka
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Fuck.
Live for you. There is no one else worth living for. Disappoint as many people as possible as long as you can keep living with who you are. Do everything for this person you’re being. She is in fact the only one that matters. Her survival is your only goal in life.
Addendum: mental health must be having enough energy to fight for more than just your own life.
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I know a feeling is different and real and worth feeling when I can find the pit of my stomach. When the pit of my stomach becomes an exact place and shape and is vibrating. When it seems that the pit of my stomach will force its way out of my body if I don’t listen to this feeling.
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“Outcome: not as good as knowing everything there is to know.”
– Meghan O’Connell 